No Surprises Here

Went and saw Hunger Games today with Howard. I sat with Molly and Faye because Morgie was with her other friends. I said so much fun! But it was sad because Jordan wasn’t there :( I didn’t get to see him at all today.

I’m at Morgan’s house… and all i can do is sit on her bed… and cry. She is telling me about everything she thinks about herself. How deeply she wants to die. How there is nothing more that she wants. I tried to talk her out of it. I tried explaining to her… that is she kills herself when i leave, then i will too. Without any hesitation.

Everytime she leaves the room. I get scared. Thinking that maybe she’s going to kill herself in the bathroom, since i cant follow her in there.

I need her to understand that there are people that love her. That EVERYONE would be depressed if she killed herself tonight. Hell, even Sara Gussett would be sad… and she is part of the cause according to Elilah.

I just… i need my best friend. But.. she’s already gone. All that is left is the body.

Please dont kill yourself Morgie… please…..

Sexy black slim fit t-shirt, loose fit cargo pants, allstar converse like the all star he is, a chain that makes him hang low, and some glasses that outline his beautiful eyes. I wish we could be together. I love Jordan Donald so much. He’s defiantly sexy. I love you Jordan!!!!!!!!

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Waking up:

taking notes:

seeing someone I hate:

hearing rumors:

the last few minutes of school:

and when it rings:

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